These are not in any random order, I just wrote down what I was thinking at the time.



1. To feel better, not to have so much weight that it causes me pain in my body.
2. Want to be able to breathe normally again.
3. Want to be able to walk without having severe pain in my back.
4. I want to be able to climb steps and not feel like I am dying, as I climb them and reach the top.
5. I want the swelling in my feet and ankles to go away.
6. I want to have energy, not feel like I am drained all the time.
7. I want to be able to cook and clean without having to sit down and take breaks in between.
8. I want to feel pretty again, also sexy.
9. I want to be able to shop for clothes in a store and not have to shop through a catalog.
10. I want to be able to put something on and say damn I look sexy in that and it fits you good.
11. I want to go out dancing again, and shake my booty like there is no tomorrow.
12. I want to be able to go places and not have everyone stare at me cause I am so big.
13. I want to be thin, so I do not die from being overweight.
14. I want to be thin, so I can buy a vehicle that fits my personality, not cause of my size.
15. I want to lose weight so when I take a picture of myself, and not feel ashamed of how big I am.
16. I want to be able to take a picture and look sexy, not just fat.
17. I want to be able to get up off the floor and not have to crawl to something to help me up.
18. I want to be able to make love in all different way, not just some cause I am to big.
19. I want to be able to walk on the beach and not sink in the sand.
20.I want to be able to fly on an airplane, and not have to buy two seats.
21. I want to lose weight, so that I can teach myself not to use food as a crutch.
22. I want my knees to stop hurting.
23. I want to be able to do anything I want to do, and know that my weight is not holding me back from doing it.
24. I want to live again.
25. I want to lose weight and be proud that I accomplished it, and know that if I accomplish this I can accomplish anything I put my mind too.